You're good enough

 Self doubt is  many people's issue . They want validation but don't know that what they are doing is already authentic.  And so,  that was how I went to pay N50,000 for a course which contains stuff I already knew.  it has given me the mind now to go 13 get my own. I'm not done with the course yet but I i feel like it wasn't up to what I paid. 


I didn't do much today because my mind was all about taking a course. I'm currently waiting till it's 12 a.m. (midnight). I want to use the night sub to watch the videos and see if I can give anything extra. I'm afraid that if I sleep now I might wake up too late because I might need about three hours window to go through every bit of the course. So that's the reason I'm awake at this time.


I missed out On updating yesterday. It didn't even skip across my mind. I hope I can achieve a better level of consistency in the future.  That will be all for now.

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